Continuation of Part 4 .
Morning. The state was still sleepy. I made green tea ceremony and Men Ding Gan Lu. The aroma of its helix twisted leaves instantly aroused.
I warmed bowls and listened to his heartbeat. Sleep tea gayvan. She poured hot water into it and still put the flask on the table for those split second I saw a revived tea leaves.
Men Ding - a twisted tea buds, leaves, not yet blooming. When rolled out, they secrete a sweet juice. In this state they zasushivayut. Because when they brew, they immediately reveal their freshness. It is this energy and transmit the infusion. Therefore, for a morning wake-up this tea is great.
I got the analogy with life, when she metaphorically "twist", then "parboiled." That's how talent is revealed. Each in its own granite. My soul wept. She was hurt by those "knocks" of life that used to my mind did not know how to go with love. The life I perceived as a "punishment." Because the numerous beatings, which took place in my childhood, saying today's terms, does not fit into the concept of love. I grew up with a feeling unhappy child. Bruises almost went out of my body. And I do not understand why I was beaten. I already did not care, I knew that I did, I was still beat. Here is a view of life I have evolved from childhood.
Probably why I came this way when brewing tea. Everyone sees their own strategy. Each interprets events through the prism of their perceptions. I tried many times why I was such a bumpy road. And with that question, I asked the Master.
- This reveals the potential for "twisted" mind, - he said.
Yes, too skukozhennoe I had an idea of life after multiple childhood traumas. And my surroundings I was really just endured. One day my friend said, "But you see, with whom you communicate!" I was only just beginning to consciously engage in personal growth, because at that time living in a cramped mind for me is simply lost its meaning. I realized that if I did not start to change something, then ... I do not know what will happen. But life was no longer bearable.
A friend saw my efforts, said: "But she's working with you!" "Come, come," - said the skeptics. Who would have thought that after 10 years they have become my clients and I will help them cope with their life situations, and from them I will hear words of thanks and recognition. I could not take with them to visit, because my appearance did not fit in any frame of propriety. Now, I admire your portfolio and tell me that with the possible appearance in the movies.
In truth, the transformation of the frog princess!
From an ugly duckling into a beautiful swan.
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I sometimes think about those girls now who feel the frogs and the ugly duckling, if they knew that the transformation is real. But then, I think about it could not, watched open-mouthed at the models, and envied, stisnyalas and hid in the corners, just to me, no one noticed.
My soul wept from these memories. Rather feelings, because almost no memories. I no longer remember their stories later, than do the situation. Once the memory of them began to fade in the bright living conditions of various spiritual practices, and tea ceremonies. It feels as if the place recycling. This seems like a flower, it grows and somewhere in my distant memory, he remembers that there was a granule, then the germ. But now that he is open, just fragrant. And yet, for some reason, when thinking about the past, tears welling.
Soul remembers everything.
I took on the open palm leaf and twisted. Yes, the difference in the face. As in real life. As a child, I thought why not born into another family. And now, when all is passed, I understand that if I passed, then any host.
I looked at the two leaf and compared. And so it was. Here's a way.
Always loved to contemplate, as disclosed tea, but did not understand why I like it. Now I understand - this is my internal processes. This picture is the embodiment of my dreams on my disclosure. Now it happened, and my inner sun illuminates the way. And I understand why all this happened. Now I tell the world that such a transformation is real.
To be continued ...
August 16, 2011
St. Petersburg
Tags: perception , the soul , personal growth , love , dreams , awareness , implementation
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Natasha, I thought that your soul is wise specifically chose a family and a childhood for you so that you fully learned how to transform and transformed, and the greater the difference between past and present, the greater the amplitude of internal growth, the stronger and brighter than your The light, it is possible to compare it with the fragrance of flavor twisted tea leaves and the beauty of disclosure ....
The Transfiguration of the ugly duckling into a beautiful swan .... the great wisdom of life.
You are able to realize the internal desire to direct the path of construction.
Can this be done without the child knocks?
I do not know, for each has its way, and eventually we will be able to cover his eyes completely.