July 25, 2011 my husband and I moved from Moscow to St. Petersburg. Unloaded the stuff from the car and laid them in the hallway.
18:10
Had "all expanded in its place." And this is another point of self-determination. Definition is a place where every thing.
The first triggered a stereotype: kitchen utensils in the kitchen, things in the cabinets. Stereotype, because I do not think. This is a matter of course. But I distinguish these from the creative mind when you create something new.
I thought-patterns have a quality that differs from the creative mind. In this situation the normal stereotype. And I'm really going to hang things in the linen closet and pans in the kitchen. That is, it's not bad. Hence, we have thought-patterns that create the foundation (if it is not creative situation).
To accompany my philosophical process to create the space, I started cooking Puer ancient way. He was about 1,300 years. First, tea and fried in the process of frays. And with it, by the way, and the strategies that it's time to turn to dust. This is how the ceremony.
18:20
Let's go back to the thoughts, the stereotypes and creative. I wanted to feel them more deeply, to know the difference.
At the time, thought I, as stereotypes would operate on the machine. My actions in effect and more involved mechanical control function. I look at their external movements and not very attentive to her. In a recent conversation, I learned that attention to either the surface or the sensitive. Hence, stereotypes lead away from focusing on myself. Attention to distract him from focusing on themselves. But I did know that, regardless of sensitivity to her I was not connected with his life energy. And every such action, I do not dopoluchayu their inner strength. By the way, after the routine work normally desolate fatigue, which never happens when creative. Yes, you're tired, but it gives inspiration to the satisfaction and joy.
Whenever after mechanical work has been such a state?
When you start to fry tea in the first minutes of the moisture evaporates and it becomes dry and scratchy. This is now a Puer. Over time, the quiet fire he starts to dry out and become more malleable to the chafing. And it is useful to start the hard grind tea to a hard surfaced, that is in us. Preparation of tea concentrates on simple actions, and being in the process, watching what is happening. And it frees the mind from current affairs.
18:32
If chafing pans nice warm tea warmed my palm. The fire was small, so the hand is not burned. Soul of a tear. It is as if warmed.
You do not always know what's going on in the ceremony. Sometimes it is not necessary. Consciousness is released, and there are those experiences that ... occur.
I had a feeling of happiness from the heat that I felt. That's how you want to come to the house, and there is a love, such warmth, that you forget all their limitations and conventions. Tears filled her eyes. Surfaced that the pain I felt for a long time when ... I can not remember the situation, but when I do not feel loved.
22 years ago, when I went to the mountains, one of my favorite songs was like this:
Home - is where you will understand
Where hope and wait
Where will forget about the bad,
It's your house.
I dreamed of such an attitude, but just waited for him to close. But they did have never seen and just waited to see what their lives will change anything.
Aroma Puer becoming softer and softer.
To be continued ...
July 26, 2011,
St. Petersburg
Photo © N.Poluhina
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